Wednesday, August 13, 2014

EYES, NOSE, LIPS (눈,코,입) - Tablo & Lydia Paek ver. Mash-up

You left me paralyzed, no cure, no rehab for me
Funny that you got the nerve to keep asking me
How i’ve been
You’re the victor in this pageantry
But the only trophy you deserve, catastrophe
I’d rather we be dead to each other
No eulogies said for each other
No “rest in peace”s
The memories got my chest in pieces

You could’ve had it all but you broke my heart
And now I gotta do what I do
You know you always bring out the best in me
But you played me for a fool
Why do that babe
It doesn’t have to be this way
But there’s no way I could stay

Because your eyes, nose, lips
Every look and every breath
Every kiss still got me dying
Uh, still got me crying
And your eyes nose lips
It haunts my memory
I can’t forget you if I died
Feels like I’m losing my mind

Forget a promenade, let’s juggernaut,
Down memory lane, leave no thought alive
To the slaughter house, i’m taking my pain
Time to sever my brain from my heart and soul
My knees are burning hot, but God is cold

I’ve been told, one day you’ll know
You could’ve had it all but you chose another
You don’t even know you had the best in me
Now who looks like a fool
Why do that babe
It doesn’t have to be this way
But there’s no way I could stay

And your eyes nose lips
It haunts my memory
I can’t forget you if I tried
I wanna believe in your lies
Because your eyes, nose, lips
Every look and every breath
Every kiss still got me dying
Uh, still got me crying

You wish me well
You wish me well
I wish you hell

I wish that I can make it all just go away
But it seems like there’s no where i can escape
Let me go, let me go
Baby, tell me that it’s the end

And your eyes nose lips
It haunts my memory
I can’t forget you if I tried
I wanna believe in your lies
Because your eyes, nose, lips
Every look and every breath
Your  kiss still got me dying
Uh, still got me crying
Crying, crying
Fade out

Wednesday, April 2, 2014

Letter to My Romeo


Dear J,

                Good day. How are you? It has been 4 years since I last saw you. Your features, I can still recall them. The way how you furrow your eyebrows and the way your forehead creases while you think; the way how your smile radiates as you look at me; the way how your eyes sparkle with mischief as you tickled me; the way how your hands fits in mine. I could still recall it all even when I close my eyes and even in my dreams, you were always there.

                I can’t believe it had been that long. There had been a lot of changes that happened over the course of time. The sea where we used to have our moon walks was not as beautiful as it was; the grounds where we used to spend our lazy days got lonelier; the music room where it all had started is now surrounded with deafening silence. All seemed not to be as lively as what it used to be before…

                I miss you so much that even in the silence of my four corners of my room, your name and voice, it resonates like the big waves crashing on the shore. Your were like my personal oxygen because I can’t breathe without you, but then everyday without you here near me makes me like a fish out of water.

                Can you tell me how to forget you? Tell me what I should do. Tell me how to forget you. But then it always come back to the question, am I ready to let go of you, your memory. Yet I’m the one telling myself I shouldn’t let go, afraid of losing the precious things we shared.  But it always dawned on me that you wouldn’t want me to be in this state. And so I’ll try my hardest to do what I have been always doing, the things you said that I should do when I felt missing you.

                I know you’re happy in that place where you are now and that you have always had watched over me. Don’t worry my love for I eventually found the happiness that I always had searched. But always remember my love is always with you. Till here my sweet love.

X,
 M
(4.30.13)

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Conversation #1


A love lost is a love found, a promise broken is a promise made. 
A promise made between two hearts; one broke another, the other was shattered…


Every end is a new beginning, every exit is an entrance found…


When the sun sets, expect that the next time you’ll open your eyes it will be another sunshine…


Never expect too much because though the sun may shine yet the weather changes. 
You may find this early morning full of light yet as time pass by, darkness suddenly rolls by…


But with light comes darkness, and with darkness comes light. Even the rain ends with a rainbow, every pain heals, every wound stops bleeding…


How about if there’s too much attachment? Too deep is the wound, right? 
How deep you have been hurt equals longer the time for it to heal…


Time is not to be measured when it comes to healing or being hurt. Healing is a choice. 
To love is to be hurt, and to heal is really your choice…



All decision lies in your hands, after all, the one who undergone those experiences. 
They are part of life… A part where we are able to learn and cope with…


(12.31.08)

Monday, April 29, 2013

Salvation from the Abyss


On broken wings I'm falling and it won't be long. The skin on me is burning by the fires of the sun. Down I fell in this cold abyss, hunted by the darkness that imprisoned me in its core.


In this cold abyss I saw you. Broken, fragile wings come rest to thee… I yearned to touch your wings that seemed bounded by the chains of darkness, the darkness that wants to consume you…


In this cold abyss I saw you. Shining and bright your wings give me light… I longed for your touch but the shadows shackled me into the overwhelming darkness… Angel from heaven come! Come and salvage me! It longs for courage from thee! Please do not flee from me…


Fear not, I’ll save thee for I've heard thy plea… We’ll search new grounds for thee to rest those fragile wings… Shadows of the night, be frightened with my might, with this light I’ll set you free and salvage thee from the overwhelming darkness…


Free at last from the shackles of the dark, you’re the light that gave me spark… I've longed to be alive again, and if will be with you then this cold heart will start beating again…

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Melancholy


1
Cold breeze touch my skin,
Cold yet burning up the pain,
Melodies serenade my ears,
Slow and lonely, a song for a million tears.

2
Lying so still, feels like I’m on my death bed.
Eyes shut, no darkness, all so clear instead.
Memories playing inside my head,
Will I still remember if I am dead?

3
Perhaps no, for memories of him I’ll always hymn.
For even if I’m awake, I dream of him.
Dead or alive, he and I will always be,
For he and I, forever we will be…