Wednesday, August 13, 2014

EYES, NOSE, LIPS (눈,코,입) - Tablo & Lydia Paek ver. Mash-up

You left me paralyzed, no cure, no rehab for me
Funny that you got the nerve to keep asking me
How i’ve been
You’re the victor in this pageantry
But the only trophy you deserve, catastrophe
I’d rather we be dead to each other
No eulogies said for each other
No “rest in peace”s
The memories got my chest in pieces

You could’ve had it all but you broke my heart
And now I gotta do what I do
You know you always bring out the best in me
But you played me for a fool
Why do that babe
It doesn’t have to be this way
But there’s no way I could stay

Because your eyes, nose, lips
Every look and every breath
Every kiss still got me dying
Uh, still got me crying
And your eyes nose lips
It haunts my memory
I can’t forget you if I died
Feels like I’m losing my mind

Forget a promenade, let’s juggernaut,
Down memory lane, leave no thought alive
To the slaughter house, i’m taking my pain
Time to sever my brain from my heart and soul
My knees are burning hot, but God is cold

I’ve been told, one day you’ll know
You could’ve had it all but you chose another
You don’t even know you had the best in me
Now who looks like a fool
Why do that babe
It doesn’t have to be this way
But there’s no way I could stay

And your eyes nose lips
It haunts my memory
I can’t forget you if I tried
I wanna believe in your lies
Because your eyes, nose, lips
Every look and every breath
Every kiss still got me dying
Uh, still got me crying

You wish me well
You wish me well
I wish you hell

I wish that I can make it all just go away
But it seems like there’s no where i can escape
Let me go, let me go
Baby, tell me that it’s the end

And your eyes nose lips
It haunts my memory
I can’t forget you if I tried
I wanna believe in your lies
Because your eyes, nose, lips
Every look and every breath
Your  kiss still got me dying
Uh, still got me crying
Crying, crying
Fade out

Wednesday, April 2, 2014

Letter to My Romeo


Dear J,

                Good day. How are you? It has been 4 years since I last saw you. Your features, I can still recall them. The way how you furrow your eyebrows and the way your forehead creases while you think; the way how your smile radiates as you look at me; the way how your eyes sparkle with mischief as you tickled me; the way how your hands fits in mine. I could still recall it all even when I close my eyes and even in my dreams, you were always there.

                I can’t believe it had been that long. There had been a lot of changes that happened over the course of time. The sea where we used to have our moon walks was not as beautiful as it was; the grounds where we used to spend our lazy days got lonelier; the music room where it all had started is now surrounded with deafening silence. All seemed not to be as lively as what it used to be before…

                I miss you so much that even in the silence of my four corners of my room, your name and voice, it resonates like the big waves crashing on the shore. Your were like my personal oxygen because I can’t breathe without you, but then everyday without you here near me makes me like a fish out of water.

                Can you tell me how to forget you? Tell me what I should do. Tell me how to forget you. But then it always come back to the question, am I ready to let go of you, your memory. Yet I’m the one telling myself I shouldn’t let go, afraid of losing the precious things we shared.  But it always dawned on me that you wouldn’t want me to be in this state. And so I’ll try my hardest to do what I have been always doing, the things you said that I should do when I felt missing you.

                I know you’re happy in that place where you are now and that you have always had watched over me. Don’t worry my love for I eventually found the happiness that I always had searched. But always remember my love is always with you. Till here my sweet love.

X,
 M
(4.30.13)